It’s been a minute, I know! After BLOGTOBER, the plan was to get back to my regular Monday, Thursday post schedule, but then NaNoWriMo started and that’s where all of my energy has been going. So please forgive me. I will be more on target once the NaNo craziness dies down. [More updates on that coming soon!]
With that being said, today’s post is a fun one!
You guys know, I’m definitely a Hallmark girl. I love the romantic movies and I love that everything some how magically ends up perfectly perfect at the end of every movie, bringing us that jolly holiday spirit movie after movie. But considering I no longer get the Hallmark channel. I have turned to Lifetime to fill that void.
Now yes, Lifetime is a bit different. It is known for it’s psycho stalker, terribly named “scary” films. But this holiday season they are seriously stepping up their game. In fact over the past few weeks I’ve watched so many of their Christmas movies and some of them I really loved! 4 Christmases and a Weddingis one of my favs, super cute! These movies kinda give me those holiday feels.
There is also this other film, I don’t think it’s a Lifetime original- but it’s called Noelit was made in 2004 and stars quite a few big names like Susan Sarandon, Robin Williams, Paul Walker, Penelope Cruz, and Alan Arkin. It is an absolutely beautiful film. There are so many levels to it. And Paul Walker really is just so swoon worthy. RIP sweet Paul and sweet Robin.
Lifetime also has some big holiday plans coming up in the next few weeks!
Take a look.
First up…The Christmas Contract Starring some of the OTH fam- Hilarie Burton, Robert Buckley, Antwon Tanner, Daneel Ackles, and Tyler Hilton!
The Christmas Contract Premieres this Thursday/Thanksgiving Day- November 22nd, @ 8 PM on Lifetime. Followed by a special talk show event- ‘Tis the Season- A One Tree Hill Cast Reunion @ 10 PM. Check your Local Listings! (Since, I couldn’t find the promo for the OTH special, I found this behind the scenes-compilation.)
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Then next up, my favorite OTH girl- Bethany Joy Lenz starring in Poinsettias for Christmas! Also shout out to Julian’s mom from OTH too- Sharon Lawrence.
Poinsettias for Christmas Premieres this Friday, November 23rd @ 8 PM on Lifetime. Check your local listings!
For the full It’s A Wonderful Lifetime Movie Preview visit their site HERE!
I don’t know about you guys, but I am ready for the OTH love, and the Christmas vibes!
Back in the early-mid 2000s, to say that my music taste was very different, would be an understatement. Enter Punk Pop. It was a HUGE deal and me and my friends were all in on it! I was into that emo, rock band, head nodding stuff. And our girl Avril Lavigne, she came just when we needed her most. She made ties and stud bracelets a thing! She showed us it was cool to dress different and not always be “super girly” just because we are girls.
Avril Lavigne
For some reason, recently this Fall, those old songs are resurfacing and they just give off some Fall vibes. They have that weird emo/ almost eerie feeling to them, so hey I thought why not dive into my old CD collection and share some middle school/ high school favorites with you. [Some were in 2005 which kind of leaked into my high school years, same with some from 2001 that leaked into my middle school years. For instance bands like Jimmy Eat World, and Foo Fighters were around a while before I started to really love them. I have older cousins and an older brother so I would hear their music, but then I actually began to listen to it myself. Big thanks to #OTH, #TheOC #ACinderellaStory] 😉
Middle/High School Emo Fall Mix [62 Songs]
Let Go-Avril Lavigne [Full Album, I can’t choose!] [2002]
The Middle-Jimmy Eat World [2001]
Sweetness- Jimmy Eat World [2001]
Hear You Me -Jimmy Eat World [2001]
If You Don’t, Don’t -Jimmy Eat World [2001]
Sugar, We’re Goin Down- Fall Out Boy [2005]
Dance, Dance- Fall Out Boy [2005]
A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More “Touch Me”-Fall out Boy [2005]
This Ain’t A Scene, It’s An Arms Race- Fall Out Boy [2007]
Thnks Fr Th Mmrs- Fall Out Boy [2007]
Helena- My Chemical Romance [2004]
I’m Not Okay (I Promise)- My Chemical Romance [2004]
To The End- My Chemical Romance [2004]
The Ghost of You- My Chemical Romance [2004]
I Write Sins Not Tragedies- Panic! At The Disco [2005]
Nails For Breakfast, Tacks For Snacks- Panic! At The Disco [2005]
Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off – Panic! At The Disco [2005]
But It’s Better If You Do- Panic! At The Disco [2005]
How To Save A Life- The Fray [Full Album, I can’t choose!] [2005] *These guys are my fav, I’ve seen them in concert a few times, and actually met them at The Today Show Concert Series. Super chill guys! 😀
Hotel Paper-Michelle Branch [Full Album, I can’t choose!] [2002]
Can’t Hold Us Down-Christina Aguilera [2002]
Fighter-Christina Aguilera [2002]
Underappreciated -Christina Aguilera [2002]
Impossible-Christina Aguilera [2002]
Beautiful-Christina Aguilera [2002]
The Voice Within-Christina Aguilera [2002]
Wake Me Up When September Ends- Green Day [2005]
Ocean Avenue- Yellowcard [2003]
Only One- Yellowcard [2003]
Mr. Brightside- The Killers [2004] *Shout out to my best friend, this band was her fav!
Move Along- All American Rejects [2005]
Dirty Little Secret- All American Rejects [2005]
It Ends Tonight- All American Rejects [2005]
Bring Me To Life- Evanescence [2003]
My Immortal- Evanescence [2003]
Numb- Linkin Park [2003]
In The End- Linkin Park [2003]
Seven Nation Army- The White Stripes [2003]
Anthem-Good Charlotte [2002]
Speed Of Sound- Coldplay [2005]
Fix You- Coldplay [2005]
The Scientist- Coldplay [2002]
Clocks- Coldplay [2002]
Viva La Vida- Coldplay [2008]
Perfect- Simple Plan [2002]
Addicted- Simple Plan [2002]
Welcome To My Life- Simple Plan [2004]
I’d Do Anything- Simple Plan [2002]
In Too Deep- Sum 41 [2001]
Fat Lip- Sum 41 [2001]
Best Of You- Foo Fighters [2005] *Oh man my brother and I were obsessed with this song, #REPLAYBUTTON
The Sound Of Settling- Death Cab For Cutie [2003] *Shout out to the best friend again! She introduced me to this band.
A Lack Of Color- Death Cab For Cutie [2003]
I Will Follow You Into The Dark- Death Cab For Cutie [2005]
Lightness- Death Cab For Cutie [2003]
Boston- Augustana [2005]
Hide And Seek- Imogen Heap [2005]
Snow Patrol- Eyes Open [Full Album, I can’t choose!] [2006]
Misery Business-Paramore [2007]
CrushCrushCrush- Paramore [2007]
That’s What You Get- Paramore [2007]
So I was going to link each song, but I just don’t have the patience for that! Haha, hey at least now I put all these artists/emo bands back on your radar. Go crazy! Feel that nostalgia. You’re Welcome. 😉
All songs available on Spotify, YouTube, etc, and I’m sure hidden in your old CD collection.
Side Note:
In 2014 I found a post similar to this, where I chat about old I-pod jams– below is a funny excerpt from it…
That awkward moment when you realize you used to be a really big My Chemical Romance fan and wore a lot of black eyeliner, and bought every shirt with a skull on it…wait was I goth that one point in my life? haha #letyourfreakflagflyyy
To be clear I wouldn’t wear the eyeliner to school, and that phase came more when I was in high school…Little Michelle…my 15th birthday party, channeling my…dare I say it…Peyton Sawyer (you know Haley is my girl!) vibes with them curls, black jacket & boots, denim skirt, and skull shirt. Oh and hey OC mix tape! 😉
It’s so crazy to see how my taste in music varies. If you notice the vibes of The Fray, Coldplay, and Snow Patrol are a little less emo than say Fall Out Boy, and Panic! At The Disco. I would say my taste gravitates more toward the softer rock now. But emo basically stands for emotional, so really if any song inflicts a feeling, who’s to say that one song or artist can’t fit more than one genre. I love music, sure maybe I lost touch with a lot of these bands, you grow up, your life changes, your taste changes. But anytime I hear any of these songs, the vibes are still so good. My music taste is all over the place, and I don’t mind.
*All images are my own, except the Avril Lavigne Image.*
I’m a Romantic. Complete and total romantic. And when it comes to things I treasure, television is a passion for me. I love a good love story. The typical story of boy meets girl. Boy falls for girl and then boy does something stupid and boy loses girl. And how does boy get girl back? By giving the big speech. Full of raw emotional. where he just lays it all on the line, heart in hand. And hopes for the best. Sometimes the roles are reversed and it’s the girl who has to give the speech…just as effective! And sometimes the big speech isn’t always warranted by a mistake or need to apologize, but just to reaffirm their love to their partner. Either way, the big speech is always my favorite.
Here a few of my Favorite Big Emotional Speeches…
(in no particular order…and there are plenty more where they came from.)
Seth & Summer [The OC]
“You’re undeniable.”
Dante & Lulu [General Hospital]
“I love you, your the sole owner of my heart….Forget hard, I’m trying to make it damn near impossible for you to give up on us.”
Patrick & Robin [GH]
“The fact is I’ve loved you for a long time…I don’t even know when it started…”
Lucky & Elizabeth [GH]
“Everything I am is in love with you…”
“To describe how you look would only cheapen a reality. I couldn’t breathe.”
Nathan & Haley [One Tree Hill]
“I could love you forever.”
Jess & Rory [Gilmore Girls]
“Come with me. I’m ready for this, you can count on me now.”
Ross & Rachel [FRIENDS]
“It’s always been you, Rach.”
Caleb & Hanna [Pretty Little Liars]
“You won’t admit that we’re meant to spend the rest of our lives together.”
Mark & Lexie [Grey’s Anatomy]
“I’m saying you could have a husband.” #BasicallyAProposal
“I love you….oh god that just came flying out of my face…”
Jack & Elizabeth [When Calls The Heart]
“I don’t know if it’s fair to ask you to wait for me.”
What beautiful, beautiful words. They just hit you right in the feels. I love each of these scenes. I love how they display such true love. And I love how you can feel it radiating from your television screen. And that my friends, is why I swoon over love and television relationship arcs.
*I do not take credit for any of the videos used.*
You’re pumped and can’t wait to see if Ross and Rachel finally get back together.
But what makes all of that more sweeter?
The musical introduction of course!
The song you know by heart, and involuntarily bop along and sing to as it plays before you dive into the fictional world of your favorite characters.
I love television so much.
I love how you can be catapulted into a world of characters and experience their love and friendships throughout their journey. How you instantly feel like they become your family on that day, at that time. It’s like every week you can depend of them to make your day just a bit better.
And what I’ve learned about my love for television, is that the little bit of an intro matters to me. The song they choose- matters to me.
Because it has to reflect the show’s tone. And the images they place with it too. Of course theme songs are changed, modified, shortened, remixed, throughout the years. But still they set the tone for what’s in store for you and I for one don’t think television would be the same without them.
So let’s talk about some of my favorites- (in no particular order)
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
This song was my brother’s and my jam. When we were little every time we would watch the show, the song would come on and we’d just rock out. #IWhipMyHairBackAndForth Girls who wore one or more braids in their hair….you know what I’m talking about.
FRIENDS
What would life be like without this song? Unimaginable. Friends. I’ll Be There For You. You know you clap clap clap when they do, admit it!
Beverly Hills 90210
This is one of the strictly instrumental theme songs out there, but I still get so happy whenever I hear it! Nostalgia.
The Fresh Prince of Bellaire
“In West Philadelphia born and raised….” Cue the rap props. If you know all the words to this song, dust off your shoulder cuz you are a bonified G. Am I right?
Living Single
Gurllllll…..that saxophone tho….
Charmed
Saved by the Bell
Boy Meets World
There were three different songs, each better than the last!
Sister Sister
The theme song and intro got a little sassier as the girls got into their older years. Haha.
Lizzie McGuire
She was my queen and therefore this was our musical thrown. I may or may not have been obsessed with her tie dye outfit. 😉
That’s So Raven
Nostalgia is so cozy! Ya nasty! 😉 The old school Disney channel was EPIC!
7th Heaven
“Where can you goooo, when the world don’t treat you right, the answer is homeeee that’s the one place that you’ll find…” come on now!
Oh hey Jessica Biel, how you doing girl!
Reba
This show is my jam, I watch everyday before work!
Gilmore Girls
Do NOT get me started on my girl Carole King. This song is perfection and it’s like drinking a cup of tea (or ya know coffee coffee coffee) on a cold winter night. It’s just like a big hug!
Full House
If you don’t know this feel good song, where have you been?
Family Matters
One Tree Hill
Gavin… oh dear Gavin, I thank you for this and for being the introduction to the show that single handedly shaped my writer’s soul. Hearing this song now, takes me back to watching this story unfold nearly every week with my best friend at my side as we tried to navigate middle school, high school and even the early stages of college. 9 Years people, 9 years, that’s commitment.
The OC
Who else wants to live in California? They make it seem so nice. 😉
Seth Cohen is my spirit animal!
Degrassi
“Whatever it takes, I know I can make it through!” Positive Messages! You know before they hit you with a shit ton of teenage drama. 😉 #ILOVEDSHAWN
The Walking Dead
If you read my blog you may know that The Walking Dead and I have suffered a recent break up. After Glenn’s death our relationship just wasn’t the same and I needed my space. But any time I hear our song, it just brings me back. Another instrumental, but it is so damn eerie, and it is so damn good! Those violins get me every time!
So Little Time
I cannot even tell you how this song can transport me back into time. Put me on a beach in a long sweater and some capris. Girls you know what I’m talking about, watch that intro!
Gossip Girl
Simple, but so effective. Whispers Whispers Whispers. “That’s a secret I’ll never tell, you know you love me. XOXO Gossip girl.”
City Guys & Hang Time
These two shows may not ring a bell with anyone. But they were my Saturday mornings! I don’t even really remember what channel they were on, but I loved them and I still remember their theme songs until this day.
Hannah Montana
I may or may not have been a little older than the target audience, but yea I was still a fan! #NoShame
Zoey 101
Sabrina the teenage witch
(Last one was always my fav!)
The Nanny
The Golden Girls
Moesha
Theme songs are so important. I know that not all shows have them, or need to have them. But if they do, they have to be good, because years and years later they will stick with you and remind you of beautiful memories. As I wrote this post, the nostalgia was so sweet.
*I do not take credit for any videos, or music used.*
So I know that my posts have been kind of out of sync with the usual schedule, but I’ve been a bit frazzled lately. There’s a lot going on and I tend to get overwhelmed fairly easily. You ever just need to take a beat and check yourself? As someone who deals with anxiety often, I noticed I have to do that, in order to keep my sanity and keep up with everything that I have to do. Because of the bustle that surrounds my world lately, the blog inspiration has been lacking. I struggle when this happens, because I hate posting just to post.
But with that being said I thought maybe it’d be cool to give you a little blog update. I have some fun posts in mind, it’s just a matter of getting my shit together and writing them.
I HAVE NO TIME! I’M TIRED! I’M STRESSED! I WANT TO SLEEP FOR A YEAR!
Rant over. 😉
Coming your way we have the Welcome Home “Soundtrack” and Author’s Commentary. If you haven’t read Welcome Home you can start it from the beginning HERE.
Also I am attempting to dive into a new short story series….I’m still working on the title (I have a bunch of variations that I can’t decide on) but here’s a quick little sneak peek at the summary-
Liam Whitmore is a wealthy business executive who goes through the motions of working in his corporate world day after lousy day, making deals and kicking ass at it. However he often feels uninspired, and unable to do what he really loves. Until one day he meets a younger woman named Aria Lenz, struggling to become a dancer. Her simplistic yet driven nature strikes up a spark of inspiration in him, and he makes it his mission to get to know her. Little does he know, it’ll be the hardest “transaction” he’s ever had to make. They’re worlds apart- will he finally get through to her, or will his fire fizzle?
There- it’s out in the universe. So I have no choice, now I HAVE to get writing. Haha.
“Presenting the new Mr. & Mrs. Oliver King!” Dave announces as Oliver and Melanie walk out through the back door of Melanie’s childhood home and into the backyard draped in a silk white tent, candles and white roses everywhere. Slow graceful music being played by a harpist. Smiles shining on the faces of the bride and groom. Family and friends stand as they cheer loudly.
“Wooo, it’s about damn time!” Cassie screams as everyone laughs along.
Oliver and Melanie make their way over to the center of the yard, where a wooden dance floor lay, as their song begins to play.
It’s all over
And it’s only beginning
We’re beginning to finally see one another
We grow stronger We grow stronger for breaking
We grow stronger for breaking apart together
Lover, find me underneath the covers
We will stay here until we discover
All that we have to give to each other Til forever
How you move me How you move me to love you
I keep choosing to love you again every morning
Lover, find me underneath the covers
We will stay here until we discover
All that we have to give to each other Til forever….
Grace and Charlie watch smiling on as Grace holds Molly, who watches her parents with a bright smile.
Melanie looks up at Oliver.
“What?” he says.
“Nothing.” She says smiling.
He gives her a glare.
“Wow, that really is annoying, my apologies Mrs. King,” he smirks.
Melanie’s lips curl into a big smile.
“Mrs. King. I really love the sound of that.”
“Not as much as I do.”
“Did we really do it? Did we really just get married? Finally!” she says excitement beaming through.
“Hey better late than never, right?” he says smiling as he kisses her.
“Thank you for waiting for me, I know it wasn’t easy.”
“You’re my forever. Plain and simple. There was no way I was letting you go.” He says swaying them to their song as she places a kiss on his lips.
Oliver reaches into his jacket pocket as he holds out a small digital camera to snap a picture as his lips meet his wife’s.
Melanie lets out a small laugh against his lips as she notices.
“Hey, once a photographer, always a photographer,” he says with a chuckle.
“By the way did I mention how perfect you look,” he whispers to her.
“Maybe once or twice,” she says smiling, “You look very handsome yourself,” she pulls him by the collar into yet another kiss as glasses clink for them to do so.
Melanie stands up at a podium, her eyes fall down to the pages before her. She begins to read aloud-
She runs. She’s a runner. Fierce. Independent. Stubborn. The weight of heart shattering tragedy had now taken the life out of her…out of her will to move forward.
It was a day like any other. She was 5 months pregnant, engaged to the man she loved and settling into a quaint little apartment in the place she called home- Philadelphia.
Everything seemed to be falling into place. She was happier than she ever thought she could be.
She walked into the doctor’s office, the man she loved by her side.
Making plans for years to come.
Pure joy radiating through her.
And then just like that, life changed forever.
She had lost her baby boy.
Lost.
Like a misplaced set of keys.
One minute there. The next not.
And in that moment she didn’t feel the same.
She didn’t know what to do.
Where to go.
She was broken, and no amount of love or support could fix her.
She needed time.
Time to grieve, time to be angry and place blame.
Time to heal.
So she ran.
The decision to leave was something she never intended.
One day it just got to be too much.
The familiarity too much to take, the signs, the symbols.
Blue. Baby blue. Everywhere.
Home was tainted.
The home she loved her whole life, was now something she dreaded.
The man she loved with all her heart was now the face of a tragic heartbreak.
She packed her bags, and left a note in a sealed envelope.
“I’m sorry. I’ll love you forever.” It read. Her engagement ring set upon the paper.
Thought was not calculated.
Reason and logic unheard of.
Her heart was fighting just to beat.
Melanie smiles simply as she closes the book.
“Thank you,” she says walking off the stage.
Everyone claps, as women can be seen wiping tears from their eyes.
Billy runs up to the podium, hugging her tightly he steps up to the microphone.
“That was the first passage from our newest budding author Melanie King’s first novel, entitled “Operation Forever,” a story about a heart wrenching tragedy that somehow turned into a ray of hope. A journey through her metaphorical operation on her once damaged heart where she finally realized that her forever, her home was in front of her all along and in the eyes of the man she loved. Melanie will be happy to meet you in the back in a few minutes to sign some copies for any of those wanting to join her. Thank you for coming,” he says smiling as everyone claps.
Melanie stands in the back nook of the book store, breathing a sigh of relief, tears springing slightly.
“Mommy!” she hears, turning she smiles as Molly rushes in, she bends down scooping her into her arms.
“Hello love bug!” she says kissing her cheek.
Oliver stands there looking on, a smile in place.
“Hey, I’m proud of you.”
Melanie looks up at him, “Me too,” she smiles.
“You okay?” he says coming in and reaching for her.
“Yea. I’ve got my family.” She says smiling.
Oliver leans in and kisses her softly.
“You know, it’s difficult to read and to relive but I’m better because of it. I had so much bottled up for years and that stopped me from going after what I really wanted and who.(she says smiling up at him, as he places a peck on her lips.) Writing this book, was kind of like me getting my freedom back a little.”
“Good for you babe, I think it was something you really needed to do. I’m glad you did it.”
She smiles.
“It means the world to me that you and Molly are here with me, I love you so much.” She says kissing him again.
“Ew!” Molly says looking on as she giggles.
Oliver and Melanie look at her and laugh.
“You think that’s funny,” Oliver says as he starts to tickle Molly, whose giggle erupts into a laughing fit, Melanie holding her as she joins in on the tickle fight.
Billy knocks on the door.
“Ms. Molly, do you need me to save you?”
Molly giggles, “Yes.”
Billy smiles and walks in.
“Oh Mrs. King, your fans await you. I’m already hearing some buzz. Women are saying how much they can relate and how it’s as if you’re speaking from their hearts too.”
“That’s incredible.” Melanie says.
Melanie smiles as she gives Molly a big kiss and hands her to Oliver, and then leans in to give Oliver a kiss on the lips.
“Good luck, (he kiss her) I love you. We’ll be right here waiting for you.”
“I love you so much,” she kisses him once more before walking towards the door.
“Love you mommy!” Molly screams.
“I love you, love bug.” She smiles as she blows her a kiss and walks into the crowd that awaits her.
Later that night…
Oliver sits in his office, at his desk as he edits photos.
Melanie peeks her head in, wearing a sweet little night gown, “Hey babe you coming to bed?”
Oliver looks over his shoulder, his eyebrows raise “Well hell, don’t you look sexy.”
Melanie crosses her arms, looking off to the side as she huffs his compliment away.
“I’m sorry, have you not seen yourself?” he says walking over to her, his hands finding her waist.
“It makes me happy how you can still be this attracted to me even after all these years, this body has had a baby, you know. It’s never going to look the same.”
“Same or not, you are still the sexiest woman I have ever laid eyes on,” he places a kiss on her lips.
“I try,” she smiles rolling her eyes dramatically, a smile on her lips.
“Baby you don’t have to try,” he smirks tightening his grip on her waist.
“Well in that case, do you think you can do your sexy wife a favor and actually come to bed at a decent time tonight? ”
“Yeah that can be arranged. I’ll be in, in just a bit, just trying to decide on some photos, come here look at these with me,” he says taking her hand and walking her over to his desk.
Melanie smiles as Oliver sits and scoots out his chair to allow her to sit on his lap, her arm draping over his shoulders.
Oliver starts clicking through photos.
“This one is my favorite, it’s everything I love in one picture, my whole world right there,” he says as it lands on a picture of Melanie and Molly.
Melanie looks at it, she smiles brightly, her eyes tearing up, “Aw. I love that one. I love you,” she says cupping his face and kissing him.
“We made a cute kid, huh?” he says looking up at her.
“Yes we did. She’s perfect.”
“That’s because she looks like you.” He says smiling up at her.
“She looks like both of us.” Melanie says kissing his cheek.
“She is perfect though, look at how happy she is,” he says pointing to a smiling Molly.
“She is. We’re doing ok, I guess, huh?” Melanie says looking down at him.
“I think we’re doing great. I think moving home to Philly was the right call. We’re still close enough to the city but we both are pretty much able to work from home.”
“I agree. We’ve made quite a life for ourselves.”
“That we have,” he says kissing her bare shoulder. “Besides when Mommy and Daddy need some sexy time, it’s nice to have the grandparents nearby to babysit, ” he says placing a kiss on her lips.
“Speaking of…sexy time…when are we going to make another one of these beautiful babies? Doctor gave me the all clear.” Melanie says her eyes shifting to meet her husband’s.
“Oh.” Oliver says smiling, his eyebrows raising, as his hands fasten around her waist.
Melanie starts to get up off his lap, as she moves his hands off her.
“See now where are you going?” he says turning in his chair.
“Follow me and find out.” She says a playful smile on her lips.
Oliver smirks as he stands and follows.
Melanie stops at the doorway, turning back she says, “On second thought, I’m kinda tired, rain check? Good night!” She runs from the room.
“Get over here girl,” he says rushing into the hall and sweeping her up in his arms, “You can’t walk away from me after saying a thing like that.”
A giggle and a shriek escape her as she wraps her arms around his neck accepting his kiss.
Nearby on the walls of their hallway you can see pictures of their life together.
Slideshow below displays all the gallery photos in the KING home. 😀
Happy. Content. Full. Living.
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Melanie and Oliver fall onto their bed as a copy of Melanie’s book lay on their bed side table, next to it a pamphlet that reads-
COMING SOON! The New York Art Exhibit Presents- Oliver King’s “Home” Collection.
A photo of him and the girls on the cover.
“Shhh we’re gonna wake Molly,” Melanie giggles.
“It’s ok, I plan on keeping your lips right here,” he says kissing her deeply as he removes her silk robe tossing it to the side. “I love you so much,” he whispers against her expectant lips.
She pulls away and looks up at him.
“I love you too, you’re my home, that’s never going to change. No matter what life throws our way, I know we’ll be able to handle it, together.”
Oliver smiles at her lovingly.
“Don’t you forget it….So let’s make another baby, huh?” He says smirking.
“Yes please,” She says laughing as she reaches for him.
Melanie and Oliver continue kissing into the night.
Hello, I’ve been waiting for you
I didn’t know if you’d recognize my voice
Cause I’ve been whispering your name again and again
I‘ve been imagining this day and I’ll never be the same
Welcome home Welcome home
It’s so good to see your face
Welcome home
-The End-
*I do not take credit for any images, gifs, videos,
music used in my edits or otherwise.*
Thanks so much for reading! I hope you enjoyed!
Stay Tuned for my Welcome Home “Soundtrack” & My Author’s Commentary!
Melanie steps out on her front porch, wrapping her long knit sweater tighter around her, as she folds her arms over her chest. She looks out into the town she’s always known.
Kids running around playing tag, couples riding bikes, a family throwing around a football. The freshly fallen leaves kicking up in the commotion and the wind.
Smiling to herself, Melanie walks over to her porch swing. She sits and begins to rock gently.
Stopping after a short time her eye catches something, she stands and walks to the end of the porch, placing her hand on the railing. Her fingers run over an imprint-Oliver and Melanie 4 Ever.
She smiles as she sees his face flash in her mind.
“What are you doing?” he asks as she carves the first few words.
“Nothing,” she says with a sly smirk and glances over at him before resuming the task at hand.
“You’re parents are going to kill you.”
“It’ll be for a good cause.”
Oliver peers over her shoulder and wraps his arms around her.
“Forever huh?”
Turning in his arms, she faces him, smiling.
“What, you have a problem with that?” Melanie says is her sassy tone.
“Not one.” He says smiling as he inches his lips toward her before planting a kiss on hers.
“I love you,” he says whispering, his eyes staring into hers.
“I love you too,” she says leaning up to kiss him.
They part ways and share a small nervous laugh.
“I was really nervous to say that.” He says looking down.
“Why?”
“I don’t know. I mean don’t get me wrong I wanted to say it, I’ve been dying to say it. It just never felt like the right time. I wanted it to be perfect. I know I’m such a dork.” He says laughing at himself.
“You’re not a dork. You’re perfect,” she kisses him with a sweet peck.
“I just -sometimes I worry I’m too much for you.”
“What? Ollie?” she says cupping his face in her hands. “That’s crazy!”
“No. I just mean that like- I know I can come on kinda strong. (he pauses trying to search for the words to explain) You mean a lot to me. I’ve never felt like this before, I don’t always know what I’m doing.”
“Everything you’re saying I’m feeling that too.”
“Really?”
“Yea, this is all new to me too. But I love you and I want to see where that takes us.”
He smiles at her brightly as he pulls her into a kiss.
“I am so happy to hear you say that. I love you,” he kisses her.
Melanie smiles up at him, her eyes beaming with love and hope.
Melanie is brought back to reality as she hears a scuffle of feet.
“Knock, knock.”
Melanie looks up hearing the familiar voice.
Her childhood friend stands at the top of the porch steps, knocking on the wooden panel.
“Cassie!” Melanie says smiling brightly as she rushes to her, embracing her in a hug.
Melanie’s tears cannot be held in anymore, as they spill from her eyes.
“Hey, hey what’s wrong?” Cassie says concerned for her friend.
“I’m sorry. I’ve been trying to keep it together, but I guess all of the nostalgia, it’s just…” She says wiping her eyes.
“Too much?”
“Yea. I mean sometimes I am so happy to be home to see you and my family. But then I get this anxiety. I feel like I’m drowning in everything that happened and in my regrets of how I handled it all.”
“Mm, that’s understandable. What you went through was traumatic.”
“I know but it’s been years, I feel like I should be rounding some corner.”
“You can’t be mad at what you feel. Or how long you feel it. There is no set way in how to deal with this situation. And there isn’t any right or wrong way either.”
“Really because I think if you asked anyone if my leaving was the right or wrong choice, they’d say wrong.”
“You know I love you, and I will forever be here to support you, but even I will admit, I couldn’t believe it. But at the same time, you did what was right for you. And god help Oliver, he understands.”
“Present tense?”
“Yea it is. He still understands why you did what you did.”
“So you’ve spoken to him, recently?”
“Come on Mel, that’s no secret. You know I’m with Dave, and Oliver is Dave’s best friend,” she says shrugging awkwardly. “I’m not trying to hurt you. I’m not picking sides, I don’t think there are sides.”
“I know. You’re right. I’m sorry. I’m being such a child.”
“Let’s talk a walk, yea?” Cassie says talking her by the hand and pulling her toward the steps.
“Yea, I think I could use some fresh air, to clear my head.”
“Yea it’ll do you some good.”
Cassie and Melanie set off to walk through town.
As they pass house after house, the cool breeze chilling the air, Melanie looks around taking it in.
Memories floating throughout the air.
Silence setting in. Deafening.
“Hey? If you wanna talk, I’m here.”
Melanie looks over at Cassie with a simple smile.
“I know, you always are, 5 years couldn’t shake it, thank you.”
“Coffee? for old times’ sake,” Cassie says smiling, and pointing to their favorite coffee shop- Mrs. Bean.
“Duh?” she smiles as they walk into the shop.
“I’ve got it…hazelnut latte right? (Melanie nods with a smile), why don’t you grab a table?”
“Ok I’m on it.” She says turning and walking toward a table.
She sits and takes her coat off, settling in.
Melanie looks around and smiles feeling the warmth of the heat and the smell of coffee beans and baked treats.
The bell above the store door chimes and in walks Dave, Melanie looks up and smiles faintly as the lines of their vision meet. Immediately, Melanie’s stomach drops when Oliver soon follows behind him.
Dave stops short and Oliver looks at him questioningly, until he sees Melanie sitting there before him, he too stops dead in his tracks.
Cassie turns around with the coffees in her hands to find a sight to behold. Her jaw drops and instinctively she wants to jump in, but gives it a beat.
Oliver’s eyes lock on Melanie, unsure of what to do, he stands there, hands in his pockets. Wanting to say so much. Melanie bites her lower lip and looks down, her hands clasping at each other- trying to feel grounded, to be present, to feel some sense of control. Anxiety creeping in, taking over.
Cassie comes over.
“Hey guys, babe.” She says kissing Dave on the cheek. “Why don’t you and I take a walk, give these two some time to catch up?”
Dave looks between the two star crossed lovers, a glimmer of intensity in Oliver’s eyes and a fear like no other in Melanie’s.
Cassie exchanges a look with Melanie as she hands her the latte, a look of reassurance.
Melanie takes a sharp breath in.
“I guess we’ll see you guys later. Good to see you Mel. We’ll have to catch up.”
Melanie nods, “You too, and absolutely- I’d like that,” she says smiling faintly.
Oliver stares on. Unable to take his eyes off her.
“See ya bro,” Dave says patting Oliver on the shoulder as he takes Cassie’s hand and walks them out of the coffee shop, the bell chiming startles Melanie.
“May I?” Oliver says gesturing to the chair across from her.
Melanie nods yes.
“So…what’s it been Mel…5 years since we’ve actually had a full conversation?” he says his voice holding a light joking tone, his smile sweet, his eyes flickering with a familiar spark.
“Sounds about right, give or take a few.” Melanie says looking down at her coffee, avoiding his eyes.
“It’s good to see you Mel, You look amazing.”
“Thank you. You too. I like the beard.” She says trying to smile.
“Thanks, I figured winter’s coming. Why not, right? So how are things, how’s New York?”
“It’s good. Busy. Very fast paced. I’m grateful for the distraction.”
“I hear that,” he says knowingly. “So Cassie mentioned you’re working with a new publishing company?”
“Yea.”
“How’s that going? You write that book of yours yet?” he says smiling.
“Not quite. I’m more in charge of seeking out new writers these days and getting their work published.”
“What? Why? You’ve always wanted to get your own book published, what happened?”
“What do you think happened?” she says looking up at him.
Melanie looks away, her eyes welling up.
“Melanie…hey, I’m sorry- I…I was just trying to…”
“I can’t do this. I’m sorry,” she says getting up grabbing her coat, she rushes out.
Oliver starts to get up to follow, and then stops himself. Sitting back down, he runs a hand through his hair in frustration with the distance that has wedged itself between the two of them. He stares looking after her.
**No Monday Post this week. Boo! I know, I broke my streak. But I was actually away in Atlantic City celebrating my brother’s 30th birthday with my family and I didn’t have time to schedule anything worth posting. So I’ll just let that one go, and give you a sick ass Thursday post full of one of my most favorite things…MUSIC. Hope you dig it! 😉
I’ve spoken about my love for One Tree Hill many times, and I am sure that I’ve even dabbled in expressing how much the music on that show inspired new ways of listening to music for me.
I may not have been the biggest Peyton Sawyer fan, but I can safely say that because of her emo “I hate my life” teen angst attitude, I was catapulted into learning the ways of appreciating new music.
Then as Haley James became a songstress and TRIC was born, the music become it’s own character on the show. And for me this character was so well beloved.
I can’t tell you how many times I’d be watching an episode and a line in a song would just tweak my heart and I’d go on a search for that same song with a fury. Cue the greatest One Tree Hill fansite: oth-music.com. This site gave song by song for every episode and it was a lifesaver. If I hear a song, my mind will usually be able to register whether or not it’s been featured on One Tree Hill, and then it can usually tell what scene or bring me back to the days of middle school into high school when that show was LIFE for me and my friends. That time is so special to my heart and it lasted 9 years. Longer than most relationships usually last. So hey what the hell…oth music is my boyfriend. 😉
Here are some of my most treasured songs featured on the show. Anything Gavin DeGraw, Michelle Featherstone, Sarah McLachlan, Susie Suh, or Bethany Joy Lenz was pretty much a staple on the show’s music scene. And because of the show, my musical ear kind of transcended my usual pop radio feels into something much more rich with feeling and understanding. A new aged relatability was born. My best friend was the facilitator for this. She would call me up just to read me lyrics or make me mixed CDs full of songs from One Tree Hill and The OC. I still have them! Pretty sure she was the one to find the music site too. TV shows use music to elevate it’s scenes and the material written. It can take an ordinary chat between friends and make it a life lesson, or can take a heartbreak one particular character is going through and make you feel it in your soul. Music is the universal language. And in some epic way, everybody knows how to speak it- it’s a beautiful thing.
And this my friends is just the tip of the iceberg…when it comes to great music from the show. Seriously YouTube it, Spotify it, and just bask in the wonder that is music and lyrics and all things One Tree Hill. And if you’re like me and a major super fan of the show, than you will get some serious nostalgic feels. Enjoy! 😀
*I do not take credit for any images or songs/videos used.*
It’s safe to say that I’ve always been in love with television. But One Tree Hill made me fall in love with storytelling in a way that I will never forget. So as I reflect on (and freak out over) the fact that I’m FINALLY going to see BETHANY JOY LENZ in concert at the end of this month, all my One Tree Hill obsessions are totally resurfacing. So I thought I’d share some memories I’ve collected over the years that are dear to me.
My CozyKeith Scott Body Shop Sweater-
This was bought as a birthday gift from my friend Kate. I still wear this and it still makes me so happy. I remember wearing it to school one day back when I was in high school and having two girls talking about it behind me- “Oh my god, that’s like Lucas’ Keith Scott’s Body Shop Sweater from One Tree Hill.” I turned and smiled with pride.
Falling In Love With New Music-
Here I am at a Tyler Hilton concert with my friend. We actually got to meet him and I remember asking him what hooptie meant and he said it was an old car and then we all got to give him a big group hug. Tyler played Chris Keller.
“Well I’m cruising El Paseo In my off-white coup back ’65 Or I’m cruisin down my own street And my hooptie says to me You better hang on to your bench seat I’m gonna take you for a ride.”
My parents agreed to take part in my obsession and drove me and my best friends to meet what we like to call “Routh”- Marvin “Mouth” McFadden (played by Lee Norris) and Rachel Gatina (played by Danneel Harris.) I remember having a blast road tripping and then waiting in line. We were allowed to make CW t-shirts in the CW lounge they had set up in the Paramus Mall. My dad of course acted like a security guard and got the inside scoop on when the two actors would be coming, haha.
I remember the two of them being so sweet, posing for multiple pictures and signing autographs. I told Lee how excited we were that he finally had his own credit in the show’s beginning credits, he was promoted to a series regular FINALLY.
FUN FACT: See that guy taking a pic of us, pictures of us were on a fansite!
Meeting Sophia Bush (Brooke Davis) in Macy’s in New York City was EPIC, but left me in tears and with a massive headache and a serious amount of embarrassment. It was kind of surreal, but the moment I went up to meet her I fell apart with no warning. My brother took me and my friends and he’s a photographer so he went up to meet Sophia first so that he would be able to take pictures of us with Sophia. Since the security wouldn’t let us pose for pictures with her, (seriously they took my brothers camera wile he went up and everything) but my brother tried to get Sophia to look at him as I went up so I could get a picture with her and well, she totally did it but just having my brother say that I was her biggest fan and tried to get that picture for me made me super emotional and the excitement, 7 hours of waiting in line, and lack of sleep all came crashing down on me. And I was a mess, so much so that I almost forgot to meet Daphne Zuniga (Victoria Davis.) I just remember wanting to get the heck out of there, because I felt so silly. But hey what can you do. Emotions aren’t controllable. Feeling is okay.
Sophia was the sweetest, me balling my eyes out and here she is grabbing my hand and telling me thank you.
There was actually a news crew there videoing the meet & greet and I remember them getting in my face and asking me something and then telling me I’d be on the channel 11 news. Spoiler Alert: I wasn’t. And I’m glad I wasn’t because I was a fangirl mess. Bucket List Addition: Re-meet Sophia Bush & see if she remembers me. And maybe don’t cry this time. haha.
Random Fangirl Things-
At Macy’s they had this CW-One Tree Hill photobooth. You were basically supposed to go in an film a 30 second clip of why you should be on the show, or some kind of fan contest thing. They were always doing things like that, but clearly I never won. Anyway, the day we met Sophia was so hectic that we had to go back another day to submit our clips.
Recreating the Season 1 signature tangled web pose.
I hosted many viewing parties usually for the season premieres and would invite all my friends. And then every week my best friend Roe and I would watch together, switching houses each week.
These were cupcakes I made for the series finale. The viewing parties kind of stopped once we got to college, because things got hectic, but my best friend and I brought the tradition back for the last episode. #ItsTheEndOfAnEra #PointsIfYouKnowWhereThatsFrom
And last but not least, I am about to share some very embarrassing photos with you. Our obsession reached the epic standard in middle school and continued through high school when my friends and I would have these epic OTH sleepovers. We would choose scenes/or episodes to act out from the show and film them. I still have one of them and every time I watch them I am reminded of my childhood/teenhood. It was kind of freakin’ awesome and I’d like to think that’s where my writing/directing influence was sparked. I would print out scripts, track down similar outfits and create settings and scenes to match the show. I can’t tell you how many times I would re-watch scenes to take notes, because I wanted to get things just right. We even played the parts, mostly we played out the scenes with all the girls, but sometimes we reverse Shakespearean and played the roles of the guys too. Weird I know, but let’s be honest Lucas and Haley had some epic best friend moments! It was all in good fun and we would have a blast. It was an all weekend thing that would last into all hours of the night! I’d give anything to go back in time and relive a weekend like that again. #Memories
Our favorite episode to do was 2×08 “Truth Bitter Truth”
I played Anna Taggaro (played by Daniella Alonso.) See the resemblance 😉
I remember being so psyched when I found a similar pajama set, I even wore my hair like she did. #Authenticity #YesIStillHaveThosePJs #StillWearThem
Left to Right: Peyton played by Kate, Brooke played by Michelle, Haley played by Roe, and Anna played by Me.
Delivering this speech was kind of fun!
Other scene similarities
So big thank you to One Tree Hill for giving me some of my most treasured memories. ❤
I know what you must be thinking, but if you love Bethany Joy Lenz so much, how come you’ve never met her. Well it wasn’t for a lack of trying. Back in middle school when the One Tree Hill tour was on, my best friend and I tried to get tickets and we couldn’t. And then when James Lafferty and Bethany Joy Lenz had their meet and greet, my friends and I found out too late, I was on my way home from vacation with my family from Pennsylvania. But my friend Michelle did go and she filled us in on all the awesomeness. Yea I admit, I was jealous. But now on July 28th I finally get to at least see her in concert with my best friend Roe, and that’s a start. Can’t wait!
*I do not take credit for any One Tree Hill pictures and gifs used.*
This past weekend I went out to celebrate my best friend’s 25th birthday. We enjoyed a really great Mexican meal and danced a bit at a club filled with a fog machine, a disco ball, an electronic bull, and a whole lot of Spanish music. Sometimes I act my age. Other times, I’m 25 going on 85. #GrandmaSouls
As the summer weather begins to creep in, I wanted to create a fashion look both cute, and comfortable. Something that I would survive the heat in.
So here’s what I came up with and I have to admit, I was happy with the end result.
Here’s the look in-you guessed it-crappy cell phone pictures. 😀
How flawless is that printed set on my best friend. #FashionistaSistas
For this look I wanted to include darker, more timeless shades and pieces, and enhance it with accessories and a bold shoe and red nails. #YouGuessedIt #IAlsoRockedMyBLUEHeels #YetAgain.
I basically just used some products; curling mousse, curling serum, dry shampoo for volume, and hairspray and then I braided two braids on either side of my head and pinned them back. I curled the rest of my hair and pulled it to the side twisting it up into a messy side bun, with a few clear elsatics. I added the flower to dress up the simple do.
MAKE-UP:
I got my inspiration for this look from a video linked below.
I just combined alot of whites, browns, reddish orange bronze colors, and golds, lined with black eyeshadow on the top and bottom water lines and blended a nude lipstick and a dark brown over top. You can basically make your own adjustments to this look, but I really loved it! Especially this lip combo-Left: wet n wild’s 900B “Pink Suga.” Right: Revlon’s 665 “Choco-Liscious.” I will definately be doing this look again.
So there is my look, I felt chic and sophiscated but funky with the blue heels, red nails, big rings and studded purse. Those little touches definately made the outfit less businessy and more me.
****Segway****
As part of my best friend’s present this year I got her tickets to a concert-
Here’s how I told my best friend we’re going to see Bethany Joy Lenzin concert!
I got her a card and printed out the concert poster to fold up and leave in the card. On it I wrote a little riddle that read:
She’s someone we’ve always admired.
Beautiful and unique.
A”Joy” to watch on screen.
A voice, oh so sweet.
She’s finally touring- New York City.
I hope you are free.
So we can live out a childhood dream
And finally see our ultimate idol;
a girl we’ll always know as “Haley.”
We can’t wait….full blog post (and possibly vlog) coming for that- post July 28th!
*All photos (except those of Bethany Joy) are my own*