Please say “stay with me”

Bethany "Joy" Lenz

Bethany “Joy” Lenz

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#Goodnightonetreehill

Bethany Joy Lenz is someone who I really feel inspired by. I fell in love with her as “Haley James Scott” on “One Tree Hill.”

I became swept away by the love she shared with her on screen husband “Danny Santos” on veteran soap opera “Guiding Light” where she played a fiery “Michelle Santos.”

Pictured with Actor Paul Anthony Stewart; Guiding Light

Pictured with Actor Paul Anthony Stewart; Guiding Light

Was enchanted by her vocal range and ability to make the world seem a little lighter, a little brighter and just a touch more emotional.

Adored her sense of style and followed her Wardrobe Wednesday Blog Posts.

Seriously miss those posts!

And last but not least became intrigued by her singer songwriter meets writer qualities as she began an online rotating novel entitled “Diamond Gothic.” 

Still no word on if she plans to continue that! I’m still waiting for a new chapter!

After Joy’s “One Tree Hill” journey ended over a year ago, I had really missed my Joy fix. But upon her newest role on “Dexter” playing the character “Cassie” whom, from what I hear through the grapevine is gearing up to be a new love interest for “Dexter,” Joy decided to release a new single…a song entitled…

Playing "Cassie" on the set of Dexter

Playing “Cassie” on the set of Dexter

“Please”… off her upcoming album “Bette.”

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Here are the lyrics:

“Please”
Written by Bethany Joy Lenz
 
If you’re in love with me
why don’t you show me
If you can’t live without holding me then hold me
 
I have been ignored and abused and rejected so it’s time you told me
if this is what it is then it is not 
anything for me
 
Are you going to try 
or is it so easy to watch me 
walking out the door
 
Please
get down on your knees
or stand there and shout my name
till the walls some tumbling
kiss me and say 
you know you can’t let me go 
baby please say ‘stay with me’
 
I get so tired of scratching
scratching at your door
You push me out, then let me in
then you push me out all over again
 
With you I have been so exposed,
unprotected, and you’ve never known me
Is it me that you need?
Or is the need simply to own me?
 
Are you going to try 
or is it so easy to watch me 
walking out the door
 
Please
get down on your knees
or stand there and shout my name
till the walls some tumbling
kiss me and say 
you know you can’t let me go 
baby please say ‘stay with me’

 

I have to say that when I first heard this I was both heartbroken and inspired. These lyrics are so beautiful, so powerful, so sad. I hate to dive into her personal life, because I know she’s a rather personal person…

Pictured with Michael Galeotti

Pictured with Michael Galeotti

But I can’t help but make a connection to her recent divorce from previous husband; Michael Galeotti (Enation; Piano), whom she had daughter Maria with.

The concept of someone needing to hear that their significant other needs them. Sometimes that reassurance must be met. Its that whole “ask me to stay” situation. Don’t let me leave, because if you do that means maybe I’m not worth fighting for.

After everything two people have been through doesn’t a woman deserve for a man to just tell her the truth, call out to her and learn to stop taking advantage. Its not about telling them they need to show you how they feel it’s about wishing they’d do it without you mentioning it.

I guess that’s a common girl mentality.

But regardless of the meaning behind the lyrics Bethany and her music are a force to be reckoned with and I for one cannot be happier that she’s releasing new music!

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Signing off….

on cloud Joypiter

Pretty much sums up why I love her! <3

Pretty much sums up why I love her! ❤

And so she did...

And so she did…

[Sorry folks would have included a link so you can hear the song,

but due to copyright issues the YouTube link was taken down]

*But you can download “Please” on iTunes now!*

*Also…I do not take any credit for any of the above images*

-<3-

What if Disney Princesses came to life???

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I had a funky idea to put real life faces to the Disney Princesses we have all grown up to love…

Ariel from “The Little Mermaid” and Pocahontas were always two of my favorite princesses, so let’s start with them!

Ariel: Ariana Grande (Actress & Singer)

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Pocahontas: Shay Mitchell (Actress & Blogger)

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Cinderella: Brittany Snow (Actress; Musical Singer)

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Snow White: Katy Perry (Singer)

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Aurora; “Sleeping Beauty”: Blake Lively (Actress)

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Mulan: Brenda Song (Actress)

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Jasmine; “Aladdin”: Sofia Vergara (Actress)

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   Belle; “Beauty and the Beast”: Anne Hathaway

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Some of these actresses and singers were actually handpicked by many other people who thought they would make good real life princesses. It’s crazy the things you find on Google! I’m over here thinking the fact that Anne Hathaway looks like Belle is the most miraculous discovery along with the rest, and then I Google it and it’s like a known fact, haha! Well… still just did this for fun!
If there’s ever a Disney princess mash-up movie set in real life times then here’s your cast… your welcome 😉

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Thought this was dope…. Hipster Disney Princesses #allgrownup

#HappyThursday

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-<3-

Wardrobe Wednesday; Sophia Bush

Hello All!

So I haven’t done a fashion post in quite some time, and as my poetry mind is lacking inspiration for the moment,

I thought it might be a nice change of pace.

This week’s Wardrobe Wednesday is dedicated to a woman who makes simple pieces look glamorous,

that’s right I’m talking about the impeccable and most natural beauty: Sophia Bush.

The girl is truly breathtaking and sweet as pie, I know for sure, I’ve met her!

[Personal Meet & Greet Sophia Photos by Robert DeSantos Jr.

all other fashion images found on Google, i do not take credit for any!]

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Sophia Bush; best known for her role as peppy meets angsty “Brooke Davis” on the CW’s One Tree Hill, even made her stride as a director, while acting and directing several episodes of the hit tv show. Over the years Sophia’s been in blockbuster hits like “Stay Alive,” “John Tucker Must Die” and “The Hitcher.”  Sophia is also quite the busy bee philanthropist, a woman who is bold yet classy in her efforts to change the world. Her most recent contributions include building schools for less fortunate countries with the organization “Pencils of Promise.”

Sophia Bush: Style Profile

To sum it up Sophia makes the whole

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“Hobo Hipster”

look effortless and fun, yet girly and chic!

Here are just a few of my favorite Sophia Looks…

Pretty in Prints

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I am in love with this look, the black crop top with the leopard highwaisted skirt paired with a bright green purse…to die for! So simple and summery, but doesn’t look like she’s trying too hard.

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To me she looks like all she’s missing is a flower crown and she’s ready for coachella…Once again love the crop top with the highwaisted pants…and the print is so airy and simple yet funky when paired with a leopard flat!

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Now this is what I’m talking about when I say simple. She’s rocking a regular black tank and some printed pants. But they are subtle, a dark navy with a few bright flowers for a pop of color…perfect outfit for running errands or an friend’s backyard bbq!

Fall here we come

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Now this is one of those typical celebrity shots…you know the “walking to the car with Starbucks” shot!…wearing something totally lounge but somehow looks glamorous in it’s own right…these shots I LOVEE! lol

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Must be pre- Starbucks 😉 but i just had to show the full outfit. I love that leggings and big sweater look, paired with flats and a big ole bun! That’s a definite go-to girl fav! P.S. notice how her sweater covers her a$$…yes ladies I’m referring to the fact that leggings are NOT pants…learn it live it love it

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Now this just screams FALL to me, I’m a big fan of scarves, I feel like they keep you cozy and double as a fashion piece. And Sophia’s choice to rock a pair of jeans and combat boots make the look simple yet trendy

Another Trend I’ve noticed Sophia taking part in often is the Black, White & Red color combo…take a look!

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Sophia’s Black White & Red look is always well placed and well put together… She carefully chooses which staple item to make that bold red… whether it’s a purse, or a leather jacket, or a shoe…it’s always fashion friendly…and she isn’t afraid to sport some red lips either!

A girl after my own heart!

Here are two of my favorite Black White & Red Sophia Looks…in a way I feel like the second is an updated, more sophisticated version of the first… A 5 year style evolution of sorts! 😉

Here’s Sophia looking sexy, young and flirty in a strapless form fitted black & white dress paired with red slingbacks

at the 2007 Teen Choice Awards;

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And here she is still looking young …but more mature, more womanly, in a funky black & white printed fitted dress (not as fitted as the above look) paired with clear sandals with red heels and red accent bows

at the 3rd Annual Autumn Party in 2012;

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Hair & Makeup Comparison:

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That’s all for today’s #WardrobeWednesday

Sophia Bush

A real classy lady

We salute you

*Below are some photos of me meeting Sophia!*

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Song of the day… Passion Pit’s Carried Away; Check Sophia out in the band’s video!

#happywardrobewednesday folks!

Bout to watch me some #Melissa&Joey tonight, because yes I am still

a Melissa Joan Hart fan, and I don’t care who knows it, she’s hysterical!

-<3-

On her wedding day

I sit there in the church I’ve grown up in
The pew feels the same
And I look toward the back
Gold large doors greet my gaze
And I imagine it
They open
I’m there dressed in white
The prettiest I’ll ever look

Butterflies dance in my stomach

as he waits up ahead for my hand
And I walk slowly steadily
My dad by my side
I’m nervous
But I’m ready
Because it’s right
He’s right
The aisle is long and almost never ending

but it’s a path im willing to travel down
And so I do
Passing smiling faces
Flowers are handed to my best friend and my hand is clasped in his
As the transfer from Daddy’s little girl to wife to be is made
He turns to me
The priest begins
Dearly beloved…
And I wake up
Right where I started
Right where I’ve always been

*Just for the hell of it, songs that just hit a nerve at this moment*

Wedding Dress by Matt Nathanson

Marry Me by Train

If you are lucky enough to be married to a man who loves and respects you (And I mean really loves and respects you, not making mentions to the minor insignificant fights you two have) if he loves and respects you, consider yourself lucky, and be grateful for him… Because they don’t make em like that much anymore.

#HappyTuesday

-<3-

Road Trip to Love?

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Travel Clothes

Pick up and leave

Don’t bother leaving a note

Suitcase packed

I’m ready to run

Ready to forget

this pain that has me undone

You may see

and think therefore you know

But when a heart is ready for love

Sometimes it doesn’t get it

After all you envision

and watch as others move along

while you rest at a standstill

Love becomes untouchable

and fantasy somehow just feels right

-<3-

You had a good girl…

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She stares at you

starring at her

seen so clearly

it was just a joke

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It wasn’t her

It was you

it was you

who never knew…

because you could have had a good girl

in fact you did

a girl to take home to mom

a girl you could be proud to call your girlfriend

a girl who would have given you everything

But instead you settled on something less

something inexcusable

It doesn’t matter if you do everything right

it doesn’t matter if you show them the world

it’s only a matter of what they want

it’s only a matter of who’s the next girl

Big hearts often forgive

but smart minds never forget

Hate is too strong a word

so let’s settle on dislike

but love is something that is completely above you

and it’ll never return

trust was broken by your weakness

and in the end

it’s just that simple

she can no longer be with you

You had a good girl

and you settled for less

When you treat her like an option

She’ll make you feel like you don’t exist

-<3-

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I take  no credit for any of the images above…i just forgot to grab the links when searching for them… the power of google! 😉

Masterpiece

I want love that’s crazy

sane

beautiful

ugly

exciting

painful

simple

difficult

I want a gut wrenching masterpiece

dark colors that compliment the light

lines made by paintbrushes of different strengths

paint outside those lines

a canvas made to withstand the emotional rain

a mural of love

in all it’s forms

It isn’t worth it otherwise

-<3-

Love Letters

Write me a love letter

tell me the ways to ease your heart

Because I will love you

with everything I’ve got

Write me a love letter

to ease your own soul

and we’ll make plans for…forever

and fill that empty black heart-aching hole

She will be just a memory

a memory unworthy of your thoughts and time

and I will make you believe that love is still a work of art

So let me know if you hear my heart beating for you

and I’ll write you a love letter

a love letter from me to you

We could be each other’s savior

I can save you

the way you’ve saved me

A mending will begin

a new way of seeing life

where happiness and love still exist

Because two halves of a heart

equal a whole

and genuine smiles

lead you home

shelter you and keep you safe

a lover’s endless warm embrace

So I’ll write you a love letter

as you’ve written me many times before without knowing

and in the end

your heart will be healed and expectation of new love will surface

all her good qualities jaded

she is no longer in your thoughts

her image has faded

and replacement is the choice you’ve made

you’ve replaced her with me

only difference is she was just holding my place

until you found me

Because heartbreak has made you all the wiser

So write me a love letter

let’s make a pact

that we’ll be each other’s happy ending

and never have to look back

-<3-

Times do change…but only if we let them

Times do change

maybe for the better

but often for the easier

Life was simpler

at a time when

tv was black & white

phone calls were precious

telegrams endless

letters handwritten

communication was better  spent

And society was a little sweeter

times do change

maybe for the better

but often for the easier

“wanna go steady”

boys would ask

and girls were classy in their actions

boys gave their class ring

opened doors

offered jackets in the unwelcome chill

and “i love you” meant something

gentlemen actually existed

or at least attempted to

times do change

maybe for the better

but often for the easier

Signed,

An old fashioned heart

#bringchivalryback

-<3-